“ All are unhappy because all are afraid to express their will. Man has hitherto been so unhappy and so poor because he has been afraid to assert his will in the highest point and has shown his self-will only in little things, like a schoolboy. ”
Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Demons (1872). copy citation
Author | Fyodor Dostoyevsky |
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Source | Demons |
Topic | self-knowledge |
Date | 1872 |
Language | English |
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Note | Translated by Constance Garnett in 1916 |
Weblink | http://www.gutenberg.org/files/8117/8117-h/8117-h.htm |
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“But one, the first, must kill himself, for else who will begin and prove it? So I must certainly kill myself, to begin and prove it. Now I am only a god against my will and I am unhappy, because I am bound to assert my will. All are unhappy because all are afraid to express their will. Man has hitherto been so unhappy and so poor because he has been afraid to assert his will in the highest point and has shown his self-will only in little things, like a schoolboy. I am awfully unhappy, for I’m awfully afraid. Terror is the curse of man.... But I will assert my will, I am bound to believe that I don’t believe. I will begin and will make an end of it and open the door, and will save.”
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