André Ferdinand Herold, The Life of Buddha — 4. Virupa (1927)
“ Ganga decided to attend; it would relieve the monotony of his existence. But he did not want to show Virupa to his friends; he was afraid of being ridiculed. "I shall pay the five hundred pieces of gold," he thought, "and they will not make fun of me."That day, Virupa was sadder than usual. She knew where her husband had gone, and she wept. She said to herself:"What good is a life as dreary as mine? I never have any pleasure. My master loathes me. And I can not blame him; I am ugly; every one has told me so. I have brought joy to no one. Oh, I loathe myself. ”
