Charles Dickens,
The Mystery of Edwin Drood — Chapter XIX
(1870)
“ You could have done no more if you had loved my dear boy." "I did love him!" cries Rosa, with a flash of anger. "Yes; but not quite—not quite in the right way, shall I say? Not in the intended and expected way. Much as my dear boy was, unhappily, too self-conscious and self-satisfied (I'll draw no parallel between him and you in that respect) to love as he should have loved, or as any one in his place would have loved—must have loved!" ”
