George Tomkyns Chesney,
The Dilemma - Chapter XLII
(1876)
“ Men call me the lucky colonel, and think me greatly to be envied; they little know that I have failed to get the one thing I ever really tried for — that the woman on whom I had set my heart held me of no account, and while trifling with me, was offering her own to any one else to take who wanted it! ”
