Joseph Conrad,
The Rescue — PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSIONChapter IV
(1920)
“ To Lingard it was a blow struck straight at his heart.He was not angry with Carter. The fellow had acted like a seaman. Carter's concern was for the ships. In this fatality Carter was a mere incident. The real cause of the disaster was somewhere else, was other, and more remote. And at the same time Lingard could not defend himself from a feeling that it was in himself, too, somewhere in the unexplored depths of his nature, something fatal and unavoidable. He muttered to himself:"No. I am not a lucky man." ”
