Elizabeth Keckley,
Behind the Scenes (Keckley) — Chapter 11
(1868)
“ Lincoln rallied, and began to make preparations to leave the "White House. One day she suddenly exclaimed: "God, Elizabeth, what a change! Did ever woman have to suffer so much and experience so great a change? I had an ambition to be Mrs. President; that ambition has been gratified, and now I must step down from the pedestal. My poor husband! had he never been President, he might be living to-day. Alas! all is over with me!" Folding her arms for a few moments, she rocked back and forth, then commenced again, more vehemently than ever: My God, Elizabeth, I can never go back to Springfield! ”
