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Portrait of Elizabeth Keckley Elizabeth Keckley Behind the Scenes (Keckley) — Chapter 11 (1868)

Lincoln rallied, and began to make preparations to leave the "White House. One day she suddenly exclaimed: "God, Elizabeth, what a change! Did ever woman have to suffer so much and experience so great a change? I had an ambition to be Mrs. President; that ambition has been gratified, and now I must step down from the pedestal. My poor husband! had he never been President, he might be living to-day. Alas! all is over with me!"
Folding her arms for a few moments, she rocked back and forth, then commenced again, more vehemently than ever: My God, Elizabeth, I can never go back to Springfield!
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Portrait of Elizabeth Keckley Elizabeth Keckley Behind the Scenes (Keckley) — Chapter 11 (1868)

Lincoln could take so much delight in his goats. After Willie's death, she could not bear the sight of anything he loved, not even a flower. Costly bouquets were presented to her, but she turned from them with a shudder, and either placed them in a room where she could not see them, or threw them out of the window. She gave all of us Willie's toys—everything connected with him—away, as she said she could not look upon them without thinking of her poor dead boy, and to think of him, in his white shroud and cold grave, was maddening. I never in my life saw a more peculiarly constituted woman.
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Portrait of Elizabeth Keckley Elizabeth Keckley Behind the Scenes (Keckley) — Chapter 11 (1868)

Lincoln could not bear to hear Tad cry, and when he would plead to her not to break his heart, she would calm herself with a great effort, and clasp her child in her arms.
Every room in the White House was darkened, and every one spoke in subdued tones, and moved about with muffled tread. The very atmosphere breathed of the great sorrow which weighed heavily upon each heart. Mrs. Lincoln never left her room, and while the body of her husband was being borne in solemn state from the Atlantic to the broad prairies of the West, she was weeping with her fatherless children in her private chamber.
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