Elizabeth Stuart Phelps

Elizabeth Stuart Phelps

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Portrait of Elizabeth Stuart Phelps Elizabeth Stuart Phelps Since I Died (1872)

I will not think of that which could be, would be, if I struck across your still-set vision, face to face.
Ah me, how still she sits! With what a fixed, incurious stare she looks me in the eye!
The wind, now that I stand no longer between it and yourself, comes enviously in. It lifts the curtain, and whirls about the room. It bruises the surface of the great pearled pillar where I lean. I am caught within it. Speech and language struggle over me. Mute articulations fill the air. Tears and laughter, and the sounding of soft lips, and the falling of low cries, possess me. Will she listen?
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Portrait of Elizabeth Stuart Phelps Elizabeth Stuart Phelps Since I Died (1872)

If I dared step near, or nearer; if it were permitted that I should cross the current of your living breath; if it were willed that I should feel the leap of human blood within your veins; if I should touch your hands, your cheeks, your lips; if I dropped an arm as lightly as a snowflake round your shoulder—
The fear which no heart has fathomed, the fate which no fancy has faced, the riddle which no soul has read, steps between your substance and my soul.
I drop my arms. I sink into the heart of the pillared light upon the wall.
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Portrait of Elizabeth Stuart Phelps Elizabeth Stuart Phelps Since I Died (1872)

Now, in truth, it seems a simple matter for me to tell you how it has been been with me since your lips last touched me, and your arms held me to the vanishing air.
Oh, drawn, pale lips! Nerveless, dropping arms! I told you I would come. Did ever promise fail I spoke to you? "Come and show me Death," you said. I have come to show you Death. I could show you the fairest sight and sweetest that ever blessed your eyes. Why, look! Is it not fair? Am I terrible? Do you shrink or shiver? Would you turn from me, or hide your strained, expectant face?
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