Elizabeth Stuart Phelps,
Since I Died
(1872)
“ I will not think of that which could be, would be, if I struck across your still-set vision, face to face. Ah me, how still she sits! With what a fixed, incurious stare she looks me in the eye! The wind, now that I stand no longer between it and yourself, comes enviously in. It lifts the curtain, and whirls about the room. It bruises the surface of the great pearled pillar where I lean. I am caught within it. Speech and language struggle over me. Mute articulations fill the air. Tears and laughter, and the sounding of soft lips, and the falling of low cries, possess me. Will she listen? ”
