Rafael Sabatini,
Bardelys the Magnificent — Chapter 17
(1905)
“ It seemed like an irony, like a Dies iræ, that it should have been left to this first true passion of my life to have gone awry.I slept ill when at last I sought my bed, and through the night I nursed my bitter grief, huddling to me the corpse of the love she had borne me as a mother may the corpse of her first-born.On the morrow I resolved to leave Toulouse—to quit this province wherein so much had befallen me and repair to Beaugency, there to grow old in misanthropical seclusion. I had done with Courts, I had done with love and with women; I had done, it seemed to me, with life itself. ”
