T. R. Ybarra, Tolstoy's Newly Published Diary and Letters
“ Chertkov promised to do this during my lifetime and, owing to his great love for me - which I do not deserve - and to his great moral sense, I am sure that he will do this very well.I am asking that the diary of my unmarried life be destroyed not because I wish to hide from men the record of an evil life - mine was the ordinary, miserable life of all young people without principle - but because this diary, wherein I have set down only the things that tormented me - consciousness of sin - gives a false and one-sided impression. Otherwise my diary is to remain as it stands. ”
