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Portrait of Theodore Winthrop Theodore Winthrop John Brent — Chapter XV. A Lover

I have yearned to be a lover for years. All at once I find the woman I have seen and thought of, and known from my first conscious moment. The circumstances crowded my love into sudden intensity. I made the observations and did the work of months of acquaintance in those few moments while we were at tea. My mind always acts quick. I seem always to have been discussing my decisions with myself, years before the subject of decision comes to me. Whatever happens, falls on me with the force of a doom.
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Portrait of Theodore Winthrop Theodore Winthrop John Brent — Chapter XV. A Lover

Long afterwards, long after the misery of love dead in despair, comes the time when one can say, “Ich habe gelebt und geliebet”; can know, “’Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.” But no such soothing poetry could sing resignation to my friend in his unselfish misery. All he could do — all I could do — was to bear the agony of this sudden cruel wrong; to curse the chances of life that had so weakened the soul of our new friend and so darkened his sight that he could not know truth from falsehood.
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Portrait of Theodore Winthrop Theodore Winthrop John Brent — Chapter XV. A Lover

Can a man not breathe? Not in words, perhaps I did not use the lover words. But she understood me. She did not seem surprised. She recognizes such a passion as her right and desert.”
“A great-hearted woman can see how a man worthy of her can nullify time and space, and meet her, soul to soul, in eternity from the first.”
“So I meet her; but circumstances here are stronger than love.”
“Can she do nothing with her father?”
“Nothing. She failed in England when this delusion first fell upon him.”
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