Thomas Hardy,
Jude the Obscure — Part 3, Chapter 6
(1895)
“ It seemed so cruel to tell it.""To yourself, Jude. So it was better to be cruel to me!""No, dear darling!" cried Jude passionately. He tried to take her hand, but she withdrew it. Their old relations of confidence seemed suddenly to have ended, and the antagonisms of sex to sex were left without any counter-poising predilections. She was his comrade, friend, unconscious sweetheart no longer; and her eyes regarded him in estranged silence."I was ashamed of the episode in my life which brought about the marriage," he continued. "I can't explain it precisely now. ”
