André Ferdinand Herold, The Life of Buddha — 14. Gopa and Suddhodana Grieve (1927)
“ Now I am far away from you, and I weep. What shall become of me, now, for he is gone, he who was my guide? I shall know poverty, for I have lost my treasure. He was my eyes; I can no longer see the light; I am blind. Oh, when will he return, he who was my joy?"Mahaprajapati saw the jewels Chandaka had brought back with him. She stood looking at them a great while. She was weeping. Then, taking the jewels, she left the palace.Still weeping, she walked through the garden until she carne to a pool. Once again, she looked at the jewels, then threw them into the water. ”
