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Portrait of Theodore Winthrop Theodore Winthrop Cecil Dreeme — Chapter XIX. Can This Be Love… (1864)

She was brilliant, frivolously brilliant perhaps; but we pardon a dash of frivolity in a young woman of fashion, all her life flattered and caressed, and untrained by daily contact with men of strong minds and women of strong hearts.
Emma Denman stood just on the hither brink of genius. It seemed that, if some magnificent emotion, some heart-opening joy or grief, could befall her, she would suddenly be promoted to become herself, and that self a genius. If she could be once in earnest, she would be a noble woman. Such a character has a mighty charm to a lover.
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Portrait of Theodore Winthrop Theodore Winthrop Cecil Dreeme — Chapter XIX. Can This Be Love… (1864)

In music, in art, in thought, I felt that Emma Denman needed but one step to stand on the heights among the inspired. She seemed to feel this also, and to be always pleading tacitly with me to give her the slight aid she needed. She could not pass into the realms of the divine liberty of genius, for some gossamer wall, invisible to all but her, and against her strong as adamant.
I was terrified sometimes by her keenness of insight into bad motives, her comprehension of the labyrinthine causes of bad acts. It is a perilous knowledge. We must pay price for power.
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Portrait of Theodore Winthrop Theodore Winthrop Cecil Dreeme — Chapter XIX. Can This Be Love… (1864)

Yes; whatever agony it costs me to revive this old history, I do now, after its lesson is fully thought out, of my sober judgment, revive it, — let who will murmur, “Bad taste!” let who will cry out, “Unhealthy!” let who will sigh, “Alas! have we not our own griefs? why burden us with yours?”
Did I, or not, love Emma Denman? Why could I not determine this question? I had my friends among men. Closest among these was Cecil Dreeme; his friendship I deemed more precious than the love of women. But among women, no other, none, was at all so charming to me as Emma.
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