William Dean Howells,
A Hazard of New Fortunes — Part Second…
(1890)
“ She acted on this superstition as if it were a religion."If it had not been for my despair, as you call it, Alma," she answered, "I don't know where we should have been now.""I suppose we should have been in St. Barnaby," said the girl. "And if it's worse to be in New York, you see what your despair's done, mamma. But what's the use? You meant well, and I don't blame you. You can't expect even despair to come out always just the way you want it. Perhaps you've used too much of it." The girl laughed, and Mrs. Leighton laughed, too. ”
