Fyodor Dostoevsky,
Poor Folk — August 1
“ A man of honour and self-respect such as I am finds it painful and grievous to have to consort with men who would deprive him of both.Today I sat before my colleagues like a bear's cub or a plucked sparrow, so that I fairly burned with shame. Yes, it hurt me terribly, Barbara. Naturally one blushes when one can see one's naked toes projecting through one's boots, and one's buttons hanging by a single thread! ”
