Anton Chekhov,
My Life and other Stories — The House with the Mezzanine
(1920)
“ I asked Bielokurov, as we went home. "My life is tedious, dull, monotonous, because I am a painter, a queer fish, and have been worried all my life with envy, discontent, disbelief in my work : I am always poor, I am a vagabond, but you are a wealthy, normal man, a landowner, a gentleman—why do you live so tamely and take so little from life? Why, for instance, haven't you fallen in love with Lyda or Genya? " "You forget that I love another woman," answered Bielokurov. He meant his mistress Lyubov Ivanovna, who lived with him in the orchard house. ”
