Fyodor Dostoyevsky,
Demons
(1872)
“ You ought to pull yourself together if only from spite! Ech! Why, what difference would it make to you since you ask for a bullet through your brains yourself?” Stavrogin smiled strangely. “If you were not such a buffoon I might perhaps have said yes now.... If you had only a grain of sense ...” “I am a buffoon, but I don’t want you, my better half, to be one! Do you understand me?” Stavrogin did understand, though perhaps no one else did. Shatov, for instance, was astonished when Stavrogin told him that Pyotr Stepanovitch had enthusiasm. ”
