John Henry Newman,
Callista : a Tale of the Third Century
“ What have I done to you that you should have got so cross and contrary and so hard to please?” “I mean,” she said, “if I were a Christian, life would be more bearable.” “Bearable!” he echoed; “bearable! ye gods! more bearable to have Styx and Tartarus, the Furies and their snakes, in this world as well as in the next? to have evil within and without, to hate one’s self and to be hated of all men! to live the life of an ass, and to die the death of a dog! Bearable! But hark! I hear Agellius’s step on the staircase. Callista, dear Callista, be yourself. Listen to reason.” ”
